December 30, 2010

The Laughing from Insight of the Moment

Insight of the Moment: The Laughing -
Our first wedding anniversary has come and gone and I wasn't able to write about it on the actual date, 27DEC10. I wanted to, but didn't have it in me. Honestly it was kind of sad. HusBand and I got to talk, but didn't have a whole lot to say. Just "I miss you." and "I love you." Lots and lots of "I miss yous" over the course of this year.

In fact, I did some quick math and if he and I said that to each other twice a day, every day, for 340 days (the approximate number of deployment days), that's 1,360 times counting both of us.

Even with seeing each other for 15 days in the middle of it all for R&R there were words like "I've missed you" and "I'm gonna miss you so much."

I can't wait to stop saying those words. "I love you" is a different matter of course. :)

In my sentimental mood, I've been looking at wedding photos. Sharyn Peavey did such an awesome job. I have a lot of great memories of the sweet, calm photographer guiding us through some posed photos, but then barely being there at all for some great candid moments.

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