February 25, 2011

Who am I?

From Letters to You by Chrissy -
I was on facebook a little bit ago responding to some messages. You know how albums pop up on the side? Well, one was there that I haven't seen in a while. I clicked on one and I flipped through all 123 pictures from last spring and summer. Weddings, birthdays, babies, random stuff. Leading right up until 2 weeks before that awful day.

I was smiling. Hugging people. I was with you. Laughing. Having fun. In love.

I regret it now that I didn't realize how lucky I was. How in love I was. How HAPPY I was. I had everything I ever could have wanted right there in front of me: an amazing boyfriend, a loving family, the best of friends. I had it all. And I took it for granted.

I lost one piece of that puzzle and it changed my whole life. One piece (and probably the biggest) threw my life into a whirlwind. Changed it forever. Long last impression doesn't even begin to cover it.

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